God, this is so easy. I know what I need to do.
I need to create something!
I am not doing this without input. Make me give a shit. I am a sage, I am totally the type to have to be dragged back out of retirement, grumbling and aching.
Here are y'all's's options:
a) New poetry (possible Sex and Death theme). Caution: writing poetry sober makes my energy level skyrocket/ tweak case & even weirder than normal;
b) Large painting or series of paintings (pls. suggest theme). For something involved enough I might want to bug Wolf/Sheep to use their workspace, in which case I might need lobbyists;
c) Drawing series or pseudo-comic (pls. suggest theme);
d) Electronic music. The good box is not defragged, the best I can do at the moment is to carry through with my 'karoshi' Best Of concept I abandoned a while back. I would need actual participants, participants get free albums, etc etc.
e) Something else? Fiction? Tracts stuck to local phone poles? Wow me with your nifty suggestions... one idea I had was to bring my laptop and printer into an event space and spend the day guerrilla making books from scratch. But I am not chasing some but**ole around to line it all up, that will make me more stressed. Aw, now I'm just bitching. Have a great day :)